firstly - i'm watching Friday the 13th, and I had forgotten Kevin Bacon was in this. 

secondly - i participated in my first poker tournament - for money - and i came in 3rd out of 10. I'm pretty proud of myself.  we had 2 tables of 5, and then when we got down to 5 we combined tables. i was the only girl to make it to the final table and then i made it to 3. yay!!

thirdly - the guy in my program that i'm interested in - no that's an understatement - who i wish would realize that he's as madly in love with me as i am with him - was there. he is a serious poker player (he came in 4th).  anywho - he is just perfect. he's so cute and i could picture us together, and he's SMART. very smart, and his name is George!! and he's soooo sweet and friendly. and unfortunately dating a girl for the last year (who i learned failed out of the program last year). i just looked at her picture. she's very petite with brown hair. we are very different looking girls. he should be with me. i'm just saying.

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scary music is playing. i know this movie is filled with bad actors - but this one girl does a fabulous katherine hephburn impression. and now she dies. cause she's in her underwear. sluts always die. man-whore's too. i'm gonna try to watch my language. it's pretty terrible. one guy in the program told me that he was shocked to find out i have a mouth like a trucker.

ugh. why can't this guy be single and interested.  he also got me a job at the toy store he works in. it's a private business, not a big toys r us or something. although tonight when i drove him home (oh yeah, he walked me to my car about a half a mile or more away tonight. oye) he told me that "it's not just selling toys, so listen to what [the boss] tells you." now i'm worried that i'm gonna be pimping out small children in the back of the store or something. ok, not really because i don't think Georgie (yeah i called him that throughout the poker game) would do that. he's too perfect and wonderful. 

i'm gonna finish watching this scary movie, go to bed, get up and tweak my resume, go visit this store, study, and cook for pals and watch football together. yay!!!